This is funny. This is really funny. Its absolutely over. Hahahaha. I mean like one moment im glad then poof! its over. Saddest part is, i didnt do anything. I just watched it happen. Matter of fact, i even encouraged it a bit. Man... these chest pains really hurt... crap... it was happening right in front of me and i just watched it happen. What is wrong with me?!?! I've think I've totally lost it. I want to continue but I'm a coward. That's the fact I guess. I want to go on but I'm afraid that it'll just end in heartache so... i just flow with it I guess... i mean what if i find out sooner or later that i'm being cheated??!?! what will i do then?!? sooner or later you'll get lonely and replace me. I dont wanna take the chance. I'm not willing to trust. Not willing to hold on. I'm a coward.
My one regret, is that i did not spend enough time with you. I wasted a lot of pointless moments.I've sat and just stared when i could have spoken.
I asked you an important question and I insensitively pretended that I would be happy with whatever answer. I lied. I want to continue. We could work this out you know. If you're willing... if only you're willing.
Remember the day i lost that something? I just gained it again. Singleness.
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